The most rewarding thing about being a bottom or submissive is yielding to another persons control and power, especially a strong woman whom you absolutely adore, respect and love. Becoming her docile and complicit boy toy, plaything, servant, etc. It is so rewarding when she pushes you just to see how far you’ll go just to please her. Will you suck cock for her, eat another man’s cum for her, will you submit to ass-play for her, go days, weeks, or months without an orgasm for her? It can, and will be humiliating but the look of satisfaction and sense of accomplishment in her beautiful eyes makes up for it in the end. If she is attentive and a very eager participant you’ll always be on edge wondering what kinky thing she’ll think of next. That’s part of the thrill, to push the envelop, perhaps not drastically but enough to keep it all safe and exciting.